I steal beanies, shirts, and occasionally your heart.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the choices you make in your life and how it’s like climbing a mountain. There’s many you can chose from and some are easier to climb than others. You have to put in work and get around obstacles, but ultimately the goal is to keep moving to the top. What do you do if you picked the wrong mountain or you thought you wanted to climb it, but halfway up you realize you hate the stupid mountain and want to get off. That’s where I’ve been in my life for the past 6 months. I let other people pick my mountain for me, and tried to climb without the proper gear. I’ve lead myself under the conclusion that I’m stuck on this mountain and the only way to a better place is to keep going up. After time, wonderful friends, supportive family, and an insightful counsellor, I have realized that I can tell this mountain to piss off! Screw this mountain! I’m not stuck here, and I can make sure the next mountain I climb is one that I want and am prepared for. But I am still halfway up this mountain, and I have to go back down. I cannot jump off and start over, and much more effort is needed of me. I’ve made progress, coming across previous obstacles and having to cross them a different way than I had before. I am learning and I will be open to continue to learn the things I cannot understand. I will get off this mountain and spend more time looking at the path the mountain leads rather than only the goal at the top.
Sometimes recovery is waking up early to write in coffee shops and practicing yoga and eating lots of fruit and chocolate and sometimes it’s staying in bed all day and hiding from the world until you can stop crying. All of this is okay. What’s important is that you take care of yourself no matter what kind of day you’re having.
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